7.17.2003

Well, I was already having a really depressing day before I read this article on MSNBC. Hunting for Bambi is likely a hoax promoting a pornographic video, but the fact that anyone would be interesting in purchasing it, or in booking one of these "hunts" like many people have reportedly tried to do, is in my mind a really pathetic statement about the state of our supposedly "enlightened" society.

Haven't posted much about my life lately but that's mainly because so much of it seems so blah. I really don't know what's up with me lately. I'm feeling tired and full of ennui all the time, with no energy to to much of anything, even activities I enjoy. I have little to work on at the library, but I feel constantly burnt out, and my days off don't seem provide any relief. I'm also making really embarrassing slipups like forgetting about doctor's appointments and other meetings. Today, for example, I was registered to go to a SEFLIN technology conference, and I totally forgot about it until I was heading out the door for my usual evening shift at the library. I don't think my supervisors are going to make too big a deal about it, but it's not too good for the professional reputation, and it's not the first time lately I've forgotten changes to my schedule--just the most obvious one. It's almost getting to the point where if someone doesn't call and remind me of what I have to do, I forget. Don't know what's going on in my brain, but I wish this fog would lift already...

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